Ramadhan

Do you ever had that hard, tpugh childhood that until now, no matter how old you are how mature you get you're still not strong to fight against it? Phobia. It's like a cursed that got right straight at me that until today i could feel my legs & spines shaking, drizzling like i'm at a cold winter-ed air field. I tend to shut everything silent & yea that includes my mouth. Shut deeply right back at it. & just sit on my bed. No matter how high my gpa was, from where i studied at but still this was the hardest problem i've been strugling to solve. Ramadhan was actually the most scariest month i could ever imagine. Not because of fasting nor it's the reveiling month of our true sins. No. Truely, sadly because the pressure that my dad holds. The hardship he had to grudge by himself. & his